Procrastination

10 days left, so I've had my farewell bash,which was on thursday.It was incredibly fun for me at least! It was really nice to have everyone together even if it was the last time I'll some of those people before I go away but it didn't quite click for me. It did, however, click last night though after liv'it live. Even more people that I won't be seeing for such a long time. I was hugging Bee and she left saying she didn't want to cry or something and it just made it real, I won't see her for nearly 7 months. I cried on the way home. That's the first time I've let myself get upset. I've been telling people not to say things like "I'm gonna miss you" etc because that just makes leaving harder! and yes I am excited about going and yes I know I can come home @ any point but still, it's a long way from home and a rather long time, so it is perfectly alright that feel upset/nervous! I'm going to miss lots of hugs. What if i don't get my 7 meaningful touches a day?? I'm finding it a little hard at the moment. I have vaguely started getting my things together, as in there's a pile of the things I got for christmas specifically to take. I should make a start. Maybe after the shopping trip on Friday though, I'll have more things then.